The following blog post is a sum up of thoughts and feelings after three-day Engrenage Noir / LEVIER-sponsored event entitled How Many Slaves do You Own? Art and the Economies of Exploitation, Past and Present.
The entire How Many Slaves? weekend was a jumble of breakthroughs and new learnings for me. I saw, heard, and experienced so much in those three days in March that sometimes I thought I might explode. There was a tremendous amount of thought, compassion and reflection present in the room at all times and I found that it was so powerful for me to be around. I left the weekend feeling optimistic and hopeful, despite the fact that we had spent three days exploring really difficult issues.
I walked out the doors of the MAI on Sunday late afternoon with more questions then I did when I walked in. One of the central questions inside me was, and still is, “How many slaves do I own? How do I fit in to this system of oppression? And furthermore, how do I go on knowingly perpetuating things I do not like or agree with while at the same time wanting to live my life, be happy and fulfilled and make inner and outer change?” These are challenging questions that I have definitely not finished answering completely - nor do I think that I ever will be, however, being apart of this weekend event definitely pushed me in certain directions, as well as helped me to re-affirm certain things.